I can’t stand standing still.
I’ve been in a funk lately, and I can’t shake it off. I thought that once I got my tests out of the way, I would feel better–but finishing those just freed me up to focus on everything else that I still have left to do. My life stands on the brink of a major change … which is just where I like it.
I am always looking forward to the next job, the next house, the next city.
I am so close now… I am checking out more and more every day from my present. My focus is forward. I tie myself up in knots going over and over all of the details, until I build them up as this mountain before me, blocking my way. At the moment, I’m too busy raging at the foot of it … I need to just take a deep breath, and start making my way over it.
I feel stuck, when what I need is to keep moving on. I’m only happy when I’m moving. I can’t stand standing still.
